Kourtney Kardashian fears she won’t be able to “balance” her relationship with her six oldest children after the birth of her son Rocky

The Lemme co-founder welcomed baby Rocky Thirteen last November with her husband. Travis Barker

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Kourtney Kardashian Barker She opens up about the challenges that come with having one young child and six older children.

In this week’s episode of The KardashiansLemme’s co-founder, 48, talks to her longtime friend Erin Paxton about the stress she feels when trying to balance it all seven children Between her and her husband Travis BarkerThe couple welcomed their son. Rocky Thirteen in November 2023 and Kardashian Barker is also mom to Mason, Penelope, and Reign, whom she shares with ex Scott Disick. Barker is also dad to Atiana, Landon, and Alabama.

“I have kids of all ages: pre-teens, teens, adults and a baby. So I try to set aside time alone with each of them,” Kardashian Barker says during a confessional.

“I don’t want to miss anything. It’s like a feeling of being pulled in different directions, like I want to be everything to everyone.”

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Back on the scene, the mother of four tells Paxton that she now “feels the guilt of all the kids” and adds that she is now the mother of “four children plus three additional ones.”

“Yesterday I felt so guilty that I thought, ‘Well, I have to do more things with the other kids. ’ I still don’t know how I’m balancing it,” she admits.

In her confessional, Kardashian Barker explains that time spent with her baby Rocky feels “weird,” which makes it harder for her to leave the house. “It seems like it’s a weird time when you have a baby and I love this time at home. And when Travis committed to doing this tour, I wasn’t pregnant yet. I think the reason for going would be to keep our family together. I just feel like I’m ready.”

The Kardashians The star previously revealed that she decided Do not leave your home for 40 days After giving birth to Rocky while talking to her sisters. Kim Kardashian and Khloe Kardashian in last week’s episode.

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“Can you believe you’re a mother of four?” Kim asked Kardashian Barker, who replied, “Yes, mother of four.”

“Sometimes I think, ‘Damn, I wish I could do it all over again. All I would do is be so strict from the beginning,’” Kim said, referring to her approach to parenting.

“I’m doing like, stay home for 40 days,” Kardashian Barker said. “Are you going to stay home for 40 days and 40 nights?” Khloé asked a shocked Kourtney.

In a confessional, Kardashian Barker explained that she will be staying home for a while to allow her body to heal.

“In a lot of different cultures, women don’t leave the house after having a baby for 40 days, to allow their body that time to heal and beyond that,” Kardashian Barker said. “I’m very much in favor of attachment parenting. I don’t really separate myself from him. I love being home right now, like my time is dedicated to caring for my baby and bonding with him.”

New episodes of The Kardashians It launches every Thursday at 12am (Eastern Time) on Hulu.

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